My music

more songs

ugh some of the songs dont play fully, but knock yourself out..

Ugh im chris..hey hey hey..and this is my acoustic site, pretty lame huh?

The cute without e- me,tom.ryan.john

Rap song- me,kyle, and rent

Breaking at dead ends(full version)

cute without the e

Rap song

LIKE A DREAM(FULL VERSION)

another cliche

Breaking at Dead-Ends

please stop this car so i can get out
cause i don't like the looks of where you're headed
you're telling me that you know the way by heart
but i can't say i've ever seen you so lost

are you happy with all that you've been handed
and are you tired of living life alone
will you ever stop taking life for granted
or will these dead-ended, one-way streets, be your home?

you turn the music up so that you can hide
yourself from the things you don't like
you went so fast while life passed you by
and now you're breaking at dead-ends

Another Cliche

theres nothing i can say or do
the game is ruined and i am stuck
with feelings that can't be used
i hold them inside
until they force their way out
they streak down my face
in aimless lines

the darkened spots
on my shirt are fading
but i still feel hurt
i wish i had never started
why can't we go back to stop
the hurt before it starts?

let's just be friends
thanks for another cliche
my days are going downhill
today must mark the bottom
from here I can only go up
i don't see the next days
as being something i will enjoy
the sky is dark and raining
it reflects my feelings prefectly
i wish i could stop the feelings

i write these words hoping
hoping it will help
but the more i write
the more i see it's not helping
this past month and a half
of ups and downs is what I have
to remember for the days
spent with thoughts of you
so many wasted thoughts
so many wasted poems
too much wasted time
i tried so hard
it wasn't good enough for you
you think that its all fine
your slight neglections
weren't that big of deal
at least not to you

someone lift me up
it hurts so much to be here alone
there is no one to talk to
you are here, but i can't talk to you
you won't understand
because you see everything as fine

Some crazy thing i wrote.

I would do anything just to erase you from my mind, just to erase your name, your face, anything about you that rips me up inside. You closed the door too soon; you made not just yourself loose everything, but everything we had. I never saw anything so quick vanish right before my eyes. You just didn’t make everything we had together leave, you made my feelings for you fade away. And even I thought that was impossible, but there’s something about you that’s unstoppable. An addiction that sucks you in then lets you out because I wasn’t good enough. Even though I told you what you wanted to hear. I said it like you wanted it to be, nice and clear. But once again that’s not good enough for you, I guess I’m not good enough for you since I’m the fuck up that’s fucks up everything. I guess I’m sorry for making us turn out wrong. I guess I’m sorry for making you not belong. But sooner or later say good-bye to every song that was giving to you, to every sweet word that came from my heart. Cause they are all going to burn out, and like you said “you’re nothing without me”. You’re nothing, nothing with out me.

Songs(that arent up yet) and poetry shit...

"Me and You"

be still my heart...
you are nothing shy of amazing
and i pray that things work out.
i am getting so caught up
in thoughts of you.
if this isn't what i thought
then i am up for another huge fall.
i really hope
that's not the case.
i could get used to
"me and you."

No Four Leaf Clover

i'll hide my thoughts inside these walls
and i'll lose the world while i fall
i didn't fight hard enough to win
but we both know i tried my best
oh, i knew this would happen before long
but i still don't know where i went wrong
and the clock rolls to eight past ten
so now i'll lay me down to rest

i can't forget the times it went without defect
and i can't believe this raw effect
of realizing that this is all over
all over before it ever started
so i'll think tonight of you
and i'll wish that you thought of me too
today i'll find no four leaf clover
for luck and i have long since parted

Like a Dream

I'll hold on to tonight till the moon light fades from your eye
Cause after tonight things just won't be the same
I'm wishing tonight that the sun won't reach the sky
If I loose this dream tonight I'll be the only one to blame

Stars in your eye are the only thing I see
How sweet it is when true life feels like a dream?

It's hard to hold on when everything is saying "let go"
But I'm so afraid that if I turn my back you won't be there
You don't feel the same and your actions are telling me so
You're driving off tonight and I just want you to know that I care

Now I'm sitting here only able to realize one thing
The stars look much better when they're reflected in your eye
Now I'm laying here just trying to go to sleep
Only one thought that tonight's one of the best I've ever had

No Name

I can daze into your eyes until I die
It's so easy for me
To get a glimpse of your smile
And can set of into a dream
You're the only one who makes me crazy
The one who makes me go insane
But you're the only one who can understand me
And the only one who can take away my pain
You're always the one to bring a smile to my face
O how I wish I could do the same
Cause I can't stand to see you cry
Cause I cant stand to hear you whine
But I'll be here to wipe your tears
Just like you wiped away mine
When you think you have no one around
And when your about to fall, just lean back on me
I'll catch you on the way down
And I would do so much and more
Just too never see you miserable
Cause you're the only one who I adore

Me Without You

If it was me without you, the moon will never hang as high as it use too. And the star that brought out the sky will vanish with just a simple good-bye. I’ll be left all alone, never going to be safe and sound. Being lost with out you, never going to be found. Cause I went to deep inside you, and now I’m stuck inside your heart. I climbed the highest stairs that led into your arms, and I will never regret this feeling of getting this far. Cause now I’m so close to you, it’s how I always imagined. Always by you through the thick and thin, always going to be inside you, right under your skin. Cause with out you everything is nothing. You’re the piece that’s always missing from the puzzle. And when you’re found everything changes. Nothing has ever looked so beautiful. It can’t be described, it just drifts you away. Takes to you to a no name place. And I always end up at this door, with a tiny keyhole that leads into another room. And then I realize you’re the key to my heart. The one saved me from all my pain, the one who picked up the pieces of my heart and stitched them back together. But ever since then, I stitched my heart to yours and its gonna stay that way forever.

Another song with no name

Sitting here, Can't take you off my mind
I need a distraction, to give me some time
To try and explain how much you mean to me
Tell you that I would spill my heart, and give you my sympathy
How every day, I'm hypnotized by your face
How my love for you can never be replaced
That you never were the one who I could blame
But you were the girl who took away my pain
The girl who I can be with every minute of the day
The girl who can make my heart show on display
Someone I can trust and always count on
Who I always want to be with, and never to be gone
Someone who helped me through times in my life
Who made me live, and turn down the knife
I'll do anything just to let you know
That my feelings for you will never be able to go
How my heart will always spill for you
How my skin will always cut through
Cause the pain you feel, I feel
Cause my love for you is so true
You're the reason my heart pumps every day
You're the reason who gives me strength
If there can be any other way
To show you how you make me feel okay
I would do it..
Cause I can't stand hurting your feelings
And I want you to know I'm healing
I'm healing so fast, leaving behind my past
Moving on and clearing my mind
Cause all I want to do is leave everything behind
And be the best you'll ever have
And I'll try so hard to get in that place
To make you happy and be with you face to face
For you, I'll give up everything
For you, I'll do anything
Just for you to be happy and to see you smile
Even if it takes awhile
I'm gonna keep doing it, I'm never gonna quit
And every moment in your life I'm gonna be there
Just for you to realize that I care

"Closing Down The Pattern Department"

Hey, did you hear about my mistakes?
I never thought you'd see me looking down
Even though I made a mess of everything you made for me
All along you were there
Waiting like you said you always would
Yeah, you said you always would

We dont have to wait for anything at all now that I've learned
The school will never learn a thing
I can't believe that you would send your love to me now
Even though I don't deserve it

Forgive me, but I can't be everything you deserve
And I know it's too late to crawl back to you tonite
But theres a few things that I just need you to know
The way I felt when we were close
And how the stars explode everytime you are near

But all along you were there
Waiting like you said you always would
Yeah, you said you always would

I am so far, I couldn't see
But you made every day so sweet
All along you were there
Waiting by my side

Yeah, you love me even though I don't deserve it
You love me even though I don't deserve it

Disregard The Past Few Days"

I beg to forget you
And everything we've done
Used to keep me up at night
And do see that I'm sorry
I didn't think that you'd
Ever want to be this close to me
And now that it's late
Please understand
That I'm not too close to what you were hoping for
Mistakes have misled you
So what are you waiting for

I didn't think you'd be like this
Think you're right but you're so warm
Just try to understand
I can't hold on to this
For long
Take the time to see if my
Fists would lock on yours tonight

Living down the days you have
Why do you think you got
Through those desperate nights
They were way too late
Forget the bitter taste in your mouth
Wash it out down with blood
The lines across your face destroy these
Goodbye
Your eyes

Never say things have changed
Yes they have
It's not the same

NEW SONG YA

When I finally look in your eyes and I still feel the same. I’ll be okay.
I know it's hopeless when I look in the sky and the stars spell out your name.I know it's hopeless when I turn every street and I see your face everywhere. And I don’t, I don’t want you to be there. Amnesia, really need ya. I want to loose my mind in a place that I won't find. Forgetting is hard, when I’m going to be the one trying to forget you.
I remember the times when my shoulder held your head and I would wonder how did they find such a perfect fit? The only time I’m fine is when I’m staring in the bright lights singing songs about how you hurt me this time. The only thing I have left in this life is the ability to make people cry. So I’ll abuse this power tonight. I’ll begin with you and end with me. Constantly it’s so hard to breathe. I can hardly see. Sense of smell's left me. And what’s the point to hear? Unless it's her voice saying “we can disappear.” what in the hell did she do to me. I’ll always want to sleep if she's the one I’ll see.

Something else

I haven’t been feeling right, and I feel like I’m going to give up this time. I’m so use to being misused. Yeah, so use to it. But I feel like everything could fall apart, and I wouldn’t realize a thing. And I, I feel so misplaced. I think I made a mistake. And every time I try, you end up more on my mind. I made things worse, and not just your actions are telling me so. I can feel something inside me, and nothing wants to show. But my throat hurts when I speak, and I don’t even have a chance to breathe. My heart is pounding in my chest and I can’t even get any rest. Because when I’m to warm, It’s to cold. And this feeling it’s getting old and it never leaves. I guess I gotten to use to you and me.


				*My music*